You…

I wish you could see my heart.. Then again, maybe you can.  I realised something this week.. That someone can be yours forever in your dreams..  I know that its not the reflection of the true situation , but when you meet someone.. that has touched your life in such a way that you have touched mine.. i dont want to let go of the dream.   You kissed me last night, in my dream.. and my stomach turned upside down with butteflies..  You are still the only one that can do that.. have that power.. that effect..  Your intense stare that you used to give me.. looking into my eyes..   The way you touched me.  Made me feel ontop of the world that someone as beautiful as you could even love me.   I dont want to forget those memories.. I know life has moved on.. and that you will never love me in that way.. But if you could.. life wouldve been so different for you and I.  I wouldve made you happy… made you smile.. and taken care of you.  Treat you how you deserve to be treated and love you, the way you should be loved.  Pure, committed.. how love should be.   But… you are with her now.  Someone that is breaking you down into the ground.  Someone that breaks down all the hard work we have put in.  That drains your energy.. your zest for life.. you… That is killing your soul inside.    I have accepted things..   But its you.. that will always be in my dreams..  You that i will always Love.. as you had and will always have.. my heart.   I will love you..forever..